Zye C.

2010-12-22T02:35:00.000+08:00

hey kawan kawan!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

im so happy since i finally got my septum piercing after many months just imagining it (:

woohoo to me!

yeah so tmr im picking up my passport

uhuh, gonna go KL this 24th and gonna celebrate my birthday at KL i guess :D

finally gonna be legal bitch

not that big of a deal since all my fellow mates are all 18 -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

shame on me i guess.

brrrrrr.

im really touched that sayang texted me that

it shows how much we've grown since we got together

her mom trust me, my mom knows her

although we still got more to come

i know we can overcome the obstacles (:

right babe?

we finally know how to please each others PERANGAI!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
shhhhh jangan marah sayang

ini cume fun fun aje

muahhhhhhhhhh!

so today went out with baby since we have to put other plans aside

gonna go out with mum early morn to go ICA to get my passport

then of back home to pack and rest and off cos text wifey :D

so anw im gonna miss you babe

yeah i know i dont show and i dont really seem like i care

but i do

i really need you there to be my pain in the ass

i knew sometime i keep scolding you but i keep coming back for more i guess

hmm, i dont really mean to get angry and stuff seriously

i love you babe, for what do i wanna hurt you?

*hugs*

im sorry for my past actions towards you

AND SORRY HILANG YOUR STUD NYE TUTUP! ):

BRRRRRRRR

p.s gonna shop for me and baby plus get idk sluar/shoe for myself ?

HAHAHAHAHA i've done enough shopping this year i guess (:

love you babe <3 i know you're reading.

2010-12-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

We No Speak Singolano

finally had my exams over and done with (:

more time for my babyboo <3

geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

alright so 2days straight over at Jurong Library

surfing the net i guess

sumpah i feel nervous with you looking at the screen tau.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

abey pandang tepi ):

grrrrr!

see i made you smile :D

geeeeeeeeeeeee!

i love you baby <3

swear i would be a drug addict without you.

believe me not?

awwwwwman.

that bites.

i seriously do love you

abey i keep doing wrong things to you

mcm ne i tak ckp sorry over and over again

abey everytime i try to start anew

things keep stopping, mcm ni lagu

alamakkkkkk!

kay give up.

BABY IS THIS LONG ENOUGH?

abey smirk.

yes or no?

eh your kening go up! ^^

alahhhhh she look away ):

saya kene jelingzxczxcxz!

kay lah i know tak panjang kan :D

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

eleh nak diam diam konon nye

okay so i keep playing this lame game called

"Homerun in Berzerk"

cool shits luh sia!

thumbs up for this game :D

baru aku perasan ni bnyk paragraph

if long long nvm

this all short short

and the language all kicap sia

orang bace confirm terus cancel the window nye

kan bby?

see you smile again :D

im the best i know (:

kk baby's turn to use lappy <3

2010-11-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

friendship, i dont understand this word anymore.

nor do i get what they want?

im your friend but i their friend also

what gives you the right to say im turning against you guys

calling me names and stuffs.

you're telling me to grow up,

hello boy you could use some growing up yourself okay?

you do what you want, i do what i want

it's not comfortable being in a social circle anymore

-.-

me and baby has been through alot these past weeks

it's too detailed to explain though

hahahaha, surely in her head;

"asal slalu lepas gadoh besar baru you okay okay eh?"

okay i know im typing in english.

like wtf right?

ohyaaaa tmr is the launch of some go green campaign?

need to be at school 9 am for my CCA

but kinda lazy so im thinking of just coming at the normal time :D

it's gonna be one long day

with class cleaning cum section head visit cum engine service phase test

O_O

wtfish is that!

come on holiday!

still so long -______-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-10-24T05:55:00.000+08:00

so you see, things hasnt been the way i want it to be.

i always loved being friends with people but this is too much for me

im nice i tell you but if you give me those ;

'diam uh kau/mepek uh part kau/ape kau bual bodoh?'

stop it with your shits uh boy

all i know im not at the losing end

life has more to offer than some shit like you.

school hasnt been well too,

need to bulk up on my attendance

everyone needs to.

please just end this year right now

i wanna go straight towards 2011.

i wanna see changes in people

i wanna see changes in me & us

i know it's too early to be talking about this but who cares

it's never too early to plan things like you people always tell me.

damn, i really miss my bestfriends.

sheesha with you guys on my birthday alright (:

gonna save on november so that december also save then hopefully got $200 for KL trip.

yeah, you heard me right

im gonna save $200 to spend at KL

but freak man i saw this awesome RIPCURL shirt

with discount tag on it

_I_

plans right now;

get my attendance going full speed ahead

get through the exams with ease

live to see 2011 (:

friends, 18 babeh! like real -.- still far away.

fuck.

2010-09-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

look at how much we've grown babe

we love each other unexpectedly

we never knew this would work

we carried on putting hopes on our shoulder

slowly & surely we loved each other more & more

we needed each others air to breathe to live

we were always close no matter the distance

we didnt bother about the troubles in life

it didnt matter then, all that matter was you & me.

i swear i love how you smiled in this picture :)

look at how much you've grown up.

hotter and hotter each day no matter what people say.

say strong babe.

8pictures for 8months.

i'm waiting for the ninth :)

love you Mimi Mcsexy/spicy/saucy! <3

2010-07-29T01:18:00.000+08:00

life has calm down for me today.

i hope it stays like this everyday.

as for girlf, im gonna do the best i can to keep us going

whether it's money or moodswings.

as for friends, i just got this feeling that they're just being two-faced with me

i dont wanna acuse them of anything but i just feel like it.

like each time im not there or facing away

they'll be like making faces or talking about me.

sorry.

okay back to happiness!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

baby said that i look abit like usher O_O

only lighter.

grr, look at the above pic

damn i realised how hot i lot from the back!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

this is a serious matter my fellow readers!

if im sexy from the back, what more can you expect from the front!?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMG SELF-OBSESSION!

IM LOSING IT, HELP ME HELP!

brrr.

so today i went to accompany baby to bugis

found the shop then trained to jurong to slack around

been there done that! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

baby you know i know.

overall today i did my best to bring out my best

for her.

well, you know i dont wanna see your sad face

the only reason why i get moody with you nowadays is cause

you're so stress with money issues that i got caught in that thought too

im sorry baby

i really am

i know i say sorry lots of time but each time i say it, i mean it <3

i'm still learning & growing to be the best

but today is the best so far after all our fights.

i love you, thanks for staying thru it all (:

so lets put our dumbself aside and be like usual

i'll laugh with you till the end, i promise.

2010-07-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH BABE! <3

love yahhh.

i may not be the best or the greatest but im in pursuit of that title babe

i know i get on my bad side easily nowadays and i truly hope my anger is just a passing cloud

yknow what i mean

i know it's too late for this but fuck date, im faiz :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT I MEAN!

*cuddles*

im really thankful i met you and fallen for you

we may spend most of the time arguing but believe me i do listen to most of it

everyday we argue but everyday we find something new to do

hahaha

it's fun being around you, although the beating part hurts sometimes.

shhhhhhhhh! i can tahan okay (Y)

i know you've been wanting me to update and you dont feel a need to update cos i dont update mine

sorry <3

anw! i had lots of fun with you just now at town

from cutting your hair to wrestling at scape to dinner at ramen ten

awesome or what!

thanks for the treat

secret recipe next month babe!

my treat :)

thanks again babe!

gtg, nak chat with you :)

2010-05-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

okay wow i met ridwan!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

baby's younger brother

he's so anoyying yet idk cute?

dont ask why i just find kids cute i guess

hahahahahaha

felt weird cos i couldnt entertain baby that much

but i guess baby was more entertained than i thought :D

pening eh baby! HAHAHAHAHHAA

so it started out at the lib, he was so damn shy

like didnt even faced me, if he did, he only said 'what?'

he wasnt afraid of me the minute we stepped out of the lib

hahahahahahaha

he was running here and there tryna irritate me but sorry lah, wrong person to try :D

in the train towards cck he was laughing so mental since i made him laugh with my stomach

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

fuck he loved it, so did baby :D

hmm so we played arcade since he wanted to so much

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i thought you would choose baby to play with but instead he choose me

wahhhhh shocked!

then lepak bwh block, he kept on irritating us as we too irritate him :P

then part ways, baby says he misses me O_O

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA COOL OR WHAT!

that's all i guess, baby i love you thanks for bring that kid along

<3 please be happy with this post ):

2010-05-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

FUCK!

aku nak kene restart my whole post

olrite so me and baby have been having problems lately

hmm but fuck it

love has it's ups & downs

im gonna stick with her no matter what

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

babe, sumpah you were cute when you rembat i just now

although my ears hurts abit :D

hmm yawn!

im sleepy & my body aches like fuck!

baby what should i do?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

confirm she'll be pissed!

!#@$#^&%&(*&(^*)$%

(Y)

love you

stare at the drawing aite?

2010-05-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

alright so much happen; fullstops

me & baby sudah settle dengan problems kita O_O
hahahahahaha, so me and baby had a drink drunk weekends full of happiness & moodswings (her)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so yeah, baby fucking shocked that i can actually consume that much alcohol.
told you i can drink serious shiatzxc.
so yeah she got drunk so i needed to chill off the drinks.
till we got back to jurong she got lil tipsy again.
HAHAHAHAHAHA sumpah cute! & yeah i swear she's happy being with me (:
so am i <3

2010-04-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

things are seriously going haywire for me
i can only hope i would treat her better
yeah i got my ego plus attitude
she's been great to you iz, what's with you trying to be all cool scolding her?
ya so she's used to being like that, arent you yourself used to somethings in life?
she's been holding up with that attitude of yours, why cant you?
uh fuck im stress
please let her period come
im so stress due to the incident
i admit i need space
but i just dont wanna see her alone
especially during a time like this
she needs me, she's just not letting you know
I KNOW THAT STILL IM DOUBTING MYSELF :(

2010-04-23T12:43:00.000+08:00

i've been getting these unreasonable moodswings

& im letting it all out on baby

i feel shitty just be scolding her for all the wrong reason

i dont know what else to say

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

sumpah aku ketawe just by reading the first 3lines

over & over again

see see! i was sad a few minutes ago

& now boomz happy O_O

baby has been being the best she can in 'tahan'-ing with my perangai

i admire others having long lasting r/s

i dont know why

okay, i know they have their problems

everybody has their own problems

okay fuck, im lost?

what was the main topic?

grrrr i need baby here

i just dont wanna have these stupid thoughts of her gg behind my back

i knew baby would get angry just by reading this post

but she understands

she's been through more then me

i hate her for her past

but i was no one to her back then

i would have called her minah rep if i did past by her

& she would say eeee budak step cool je

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

& im guessing she would be laughing now

okay fuck aku off the subject again O_O

enough uh!

MUMMY I LOVE YOU!

hold you tight kay <3

2010-04-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

good night!

hahaha, cb baru nak bace abey goodnight

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway, im on msn with baby playing silly games!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

gotta admit the time sure does fly

like my baby (:

hmm, kay so what happen ystrdy was

baby went out with my family

i actually purposely set it up

HAHAHAHAHAHA

i wanted baby to feel & know that im truly not fooing around in this love of ours

im sincere

i promised her one day mummy will be her joking with you

and it happen ystrdy (:

i cant describe the smile & laughter of hers

like a baby just been born, but she wasnt crying of cos

hahahahahaahaha

but im sure i saw tears in her eyes

prolly cos mummy made tons of jokes that she cant tahan

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anw, sape lagi mepek b, i ke mummy?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

pilih ye pilih

hmm, okay lah

mummy bising

next week skola!

yishun aku kembali pademu!

ps; i love you baby, i treasure this rollercoaster ride we're taking.

i blanje kay ? HAHAHAHAHAHA

:DD

2010-04-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

haluuu..
faiz is too lazyy to update..
no surprise, huh??
too engrossed into his manga rite nw..
check2 hentai..
WAHHHLAOOO!!~ HAHA
nvm, im here to update fer him :DD

basicallyy, he cut his hair..
kiyut + hawt + ME LIKEYY
:DD

kinda awkward usin blogger rite nw..
been a while HAHAH xPP

hmm, i wanted him to update his blog instead..
its feels diff to read sumone else's post den to read ur own..
lyk no thrill lyk dat..
unless if, u all 'shiok sendiri' larhh HAHAH
urgh, gross bimbos!!~
-.-

oraite, nw, off to lalaland..
nd ure nt invited..

buhbyeee :DD

~[[ mimi keai superflyy ]]~

2010-04-02T01:51:00.000+08:00

been through alot lately

i guess i didnt quite pay attention to that fragile heart of hers

sorry baby

glad we had that talk

you shut me up

for a good cause that is (:

i thank you & i love you dear <3

so yeah me & baby have been meeting often lately

awesome!

& im not tired of it

spending quality time (:

it's gonna get better

im sure of it

we're sure of it

baby just went offline

ahhhhh b! thanks for the jeans!

jeans naik motor!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

so tmr is beach day but gonna do something different

since she got phobia of jellyfishes now (:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

yeah that's all for now

quite tired myself

see ya locals.

2010-03-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

baby lawa! comot lah baby makan! da ah, merajuk!

oh really? oh really? oh really?

fuckerinos & fuckerinas

been long since i've updated

i know it's my holiday

well vacation actually

i got no plans or outings & im enjoying

hahahahaha

how? you may ask

figure it out

i seriously have freaking changed

for the better for the worst?

fuck those options

all i know is everything fits

even my sec2 boxers still fit on me

hahahahahahaha

i know, lame right?

why do you expect coming to my blog?

me writing things that makes sense?

O_O

you fucks know what i miss?

the smell & feel of a cigarette

the burning sensation of alcohol down your throat

and the midnight breeze thru your hair

arrghhhhhhh!

hahahahahahaha

slowly but surely

i'll feel the smoke

i'll feel the burn

& i'll bring baby out to feel the midnight breeze (:

talking about baby

me & her had a storytelling session ystrdy

all about our life

about private stuffs duhhh

my stories made her laugh obviously

her stories freaking made me feel like hugging her like fuck!

i swear i was sad for her

HADUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGENNNN!

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

syafiq just woke up

*comes into living room*

*turn on tv*

WWE!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

typical of him to be watching wwe

-___-

currently waiting for baby's text for me to call her

that cb go work today!

if not i want bring her go henderson waves

hahahahahahha

cb uh youuuuuuuuuu

i give you dragon then you know!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

that's all uh!

i wanna watch wwe

2010-03-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

i personally like the New Era Winter Cap.

so basically today me and baby celebrated our 2nd monthsary

supposed to be tmr but since im grounded

too bad yeah?

hahahahaha.

we watched Alice in Wonderland 3D

like wow i finally watched a 3D movie

weak, i know O_O

hahahahaha.

hmm, it was a day full of UPS & still no downs (:

baby, yknow iknow right?

ehem ehem lah kan kite berdua

baby finally knows how i tahan my urge..

LOVE YOU!

HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY BABY!

2010-01-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

i hate the way i treat them. each & every one of them. i feel weak inside. i rather bother about them than having to treat myself better. being in this type of a situation, desperation is the path it leads.

2010-01-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

today fetched baby from work (:
hehe, was alittle late.. ehem !
meet her at the gate *hugs!*
walked back to hbfrnt int.
HAHAHAHAHA, part ni klakar eh b?!
tapi tknk elaborate lah, mcm kesian skit pade die lah kan.
i got to know gaya & thenaan are cousins?
walauuuu shocking but true ! hahahahah !
after chit-chatting with raymond & gaya
went off to lot1 for an early dinner (:
baby mam apple pie je ehhh? lalalalalaaaaa.
baby nak burger? NAK NAK ! hahahahaha :D
after dinner walked the usual steps home.
xoxo baby then cabbed home as usual (:

& baby ! goodluck for tmr syg ! you know you can make it !
need to believe in yourself ! jia youuuuu !
tp tp tp tp tp ! if not then rp kay syg <3
can go school with me :D

2010-01-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

today met baby again !

our plan was to just accompany me to get my safety shoe.

but we did more than that i guess

hahahaha

waited for her at cck

mac was full so we went straight to queensway

so anyway, walked around queensway before buying my shoe

baby laughed at me wearing safety shoe

like bangla right baby? you like kan kan kan?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

went to jurong point to find baby's ear stud

walked abit and then bought the stud

wanted to watch movie but nothing interesting to watch

so went back to lot1 to find a good movie

reached, bought tickets for sherlock holmes

been wanting to watch that :D:D:D:D:D:D

thanks baby for watching with me !

we were 10mins late

busy buying water at 7/11

watched the movie :D

i enjoy every minute of it very much

baby knows why

hehehehe

after that send her home

I KNOW THE WAY ALREADY KAY BABY !

pfffftt !

then cabbed home.

reached home, no one here but me -.-

thanks baby for making me go high on you (:

2010-01-01T14:02:00.000+08:00

kepalabuto uh ! today peh gaji buat aku up lah sial. tak kisah lah english tak english. buto tol. eh aku keje keras untuk korg tapi tetap gaji tak naik naik. makin turon bodoh ! bangau pe kau buat aku ! orang lain sume kau ade kasi lebih. kalau nak buat aku bahan bahan korg, lexs suaaaa ! puki sahhhh. dapat 100 je? aku tahu lah rezeki tapi pikir lah palapuki korg btol ! i wont stop till gaji aku naik 500. aku tak kisah lah sial. betapa marah aku pade korg, bile part psl duit, aku sanggup gantung aku peh setan. HAHAHAHAHAHAH ! BUTO UH !

harap harap besok better day uh sia. SIAM UH !

2009-12-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

for the past few days, i've been slacking around with the usuals. finally did things we missed doing. for those who have not heard the news. i got myself into ite yishun, automotive technology. neither happy nor sad. didnt get the course i wanted. well, atleast it's confirmed that im schooling next year. so today went IMM to meet up with yingpin to catch up on things. talked over lunch. laughed & cursed our way while waiting for lin to come. walked around. saw a few of my friends plus hot chicks. ouch. lin came. proceed to daiso. bought lots of merepek toys/items. they went for fish spa, i went back home. currently missing lots of moments of my life. the past seems like a nice place to venture sometimes (:

2009-12-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

well i finally have time for a proper post. working at sentosa is fun. friends are like family. and i made it clear to myself to not fall or make anyone fall for me. no matter how painful it is/was to resist it. love comes, sometimes it goes as well. it's not me fearing them to leave me. that would have been the right choice anyway. i just don't wanna hurt any soul any more. for those haters of mine reading this. i'm sorry for my past actions against you. i truly am. put that aside, yesterday was my last day of work for 2009. gonna get myself a school to settle down in before working again. hope i get into ite. seriously need to get my brain cells working again. hmm, yesterday sentosa had a x'mas party. i was working so i only got to enjoy parts of it. the toast and the food. didn't have time to talk to the rest. i didn't quite have the mood actually. i felt left out in fact. i just stared blankly at those i missed. went back to work, slacked at imbiah ticketing since i was lazy enough to do anything. 9.45 went up to help out with the time check radio check. last train came, i went up but didn't board the same cabin as the others. wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. went to change in punch out my card. went straight to the office then straight home. today for my last day, no jokes. no lameness. no me. i was acting like someone else. i couldn't even share a proper laughter. i know i sound so emotional about everything. maybe i am. i just miss someone to hold on to in life.
never mind. no regrets dude.

well, there was a part when i smiled widely. was approaching bus 188 when she called out my name and complained to me again. sometimes i wished i could have told her how cute she is with that smile of hers. or how i wished i could get to know her better or so. short moments last a lifetime (:

ciggy out ~~!

2009-12-20T13:44:00.001+08:00

2007.

2009-12-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

i drew on my

New Era

& Marlyna said style (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA !

2009-12-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

tmr is sort of a big day for me. finally apply for ite (: not gonna waste another year or another day. hahaha. the song a whole new world from aladin will really suit this scene im having. hahaha :D

2009-12-17T00:49:00.000+08:00

overdue pics .

2009-12-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

okay. just finished watching anime. hahaha ! then sweet sweet Nadia told me to update my blog. if not then i can say byebye to my pendant. alahai so sweet of her kan! D: HAHAHAHAHAHA. cb uh i seriously in a laidback fucky mood. wanna know why? ade uh. gi isap buah lemon dgn cherry kodong pampers ! HAHAHAHA ! kk so yesterday went out with Nadd/Dannie/Nadia. got lots of pics to upload babehhh since PCM lost her pics. hahaa, buat magic trick agak nye. AGAK NYE LAH ! & yalah i notice im writing basely on how my moods runs. hahaha, walau i feel happy wearing SOUTH PARK boxers. hahaha, fauzi would like it. i'll upload all the pics later on. so they'll do the talking for me

then today went out with Nadd & her friends ! got irfeen and ryemie too. been long since i've seen their faces. overall, nice day yeah.but cock up due to my attitude. kw3 ! ohya, for this, the pics are at YISS ppl facebook. hahaha, i dont own one. dont ask why !

NADIA SHOULD BE READING SO I WANT TO SAY HELLO ! AKU NAK LICK LICK :P

2009-12-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

Bestfriend, i've known you for about 4years now (:

yes i know we're not as close as we used to be.

and i dont really live up to all my promises.

but what to do, you pon same seyyy !

hahahaha :D

we've had all the goods & bads that bestfriends & even couples had gone through

our fights on jealousy

our endless laughter of lameness

our merepek talks on the phone

our susu pekat ! HAHAHAHA

& lastly..

our irresistable bond that clings us together (:

i love you for everything that has happen to us

better study hard and make it to Poly

i'll be in ITE yeah.

Cheers to us baby !

4YEARS & GOING STRONG (L)

2009-12-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

"The earth revolves around the sun,

Like how your love revolves around mine,

Morning comes by a clear blue sky,

Like how you instantly clear my mind with words i never knew,

Past through evening leans a glowing orange over all that's blue,

Like how our love burns through our imperfections,

It ends with a dazzling starlight performance with a nighttime glow,

Like how you shine me through with our love revolving slow."

-Faiz Safaruan

2009-12-07T03:18:00.000+08:00

this is such a random post .

2009-12-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday ;
went out with Nadia PCM ! haha, curious where we went, visit her blog. she was kind enough to recap for me. poor memory i guess. so yeah, went around town in search of our biker jacket. i found one at Revoltage. but exceed the amount i had with me. sad but im cool with it. Nadia saw something nice, but she didnt quite had that in mind. sad but she's impatient from the looks of it. hahaha ! gonna wait for my next gaji to get the biker jacket! yahoo. show me the money. overall i had a blast just gurau-gurau+ing with her. haha, brings back the old days yeah girl? i know i know ! aku irritating, irritating mcm aku ! hahaha. oh Nadia, anything i left out, tag me. aku add on for you. cheers girl !

today ;
Nadd came over to pick me up. hahaha. weak, i know. took train to clementi to wait for Nisha. rushed over to meet up with Dannie & Zhao Liang. hahaha, chit chat + gossip = biase luhhh. hahaha. after went to the flea market at Peranakan Museum. Nadd bought a jacket. my treat (: you're welcome. so straight after that send Nadd home then accompany Nisha meet her Seller at Dhoby Ghaut. then over to Clarke Quay to meet up with Dannie's friends. i forgotten their name. hehe, sorry ! so went to another flea market over at home club! haha, browsed through, still couldnt find anything for Nadia. SORRYYY ! ehem, so i send Nisha to the busstop as she needed to meet up with her mum. after that waited for another one of Dannie's friend whom i do rmbr the name but im not sure how to spell it. hahaha, weak ! went to eat at Long John, was hungry babe! hahaha. after that two went home, so it was just me, Dannie, Zhao Liang & S(?) ahaha, sorry i dont know how to spell D: we proceed to vivo then went into Sentosa for awhile, free entry :D hahaha. then slacked at vivo, smoke smoke. chit chat bout life & such. Me Dannie & S took 188 home. in the bus, STORIES :D

Tamat Babe

2009-11-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

im doing this cause i want to

that's why im still living
:D

the fear of believing gets my adrenaline rushing

2009-11-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

currently at chalet.

using cousin's lappy (:

outer space.

2009-11-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

going for family chalet for 13-15november babeh

better miss me till you see me

so tmr's plan

breakfast with Nadd

& collect my long lost hoodie

hahaha

then back home & wait for family to come back

and tadaaa at chalet!

hopefully i get to work on saturday!

PLEASE LUHI!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

look at my face!

i'm like "shingz" -.-

he's like "boomz" 0.0

2009-11-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

"inspiration for me, comes from when the sun sets a burning orange over blue sky, that's when i met you"

it was mesmerizing while it lasted

although she will never knew how i felt watching the sun set with her

the beauty of life - secret

2009-11-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

today i fucking no mood for work

but fuck it

i need precious money ya know?

meet adeq in the afternoon

got to work at 5pm

worked with Lukman/Errianto/Hafiz/Andi/Firiman/Hairil

hahahaha

fucking good day today

lucky got Errianto

thank you thank you boss!

okay lorr

gtg need to teman my kitty.

2009-11-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

i am in love.

hahahaha

i wished !

i've really changed

i do miss the old adrenaline junkie

but times have changed

i got a job, got friends, got a family

i feel great

i admit i miss having the special one by my side

but i realise no matter how much i've changed

im still someone who loves to cuci mata

that, i admit :D

2009-10-25T01:50:00.000+08:00

yo balls

today i worked from 11am till 8pm

im seriously going crazy from all this smiling & waving

but it's like a drug, in a way or two

hahahaha

i get to smile & wave at strangers

& they have no choice but to SMILE back

cool uh ?

that's it uh, my panda eyes getting ridiculous

chau bebehh !

wanna work monday

come visit me

mekkkkkk.

2009-10-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

click to see my MILLIONAIRE ass !

received a call from Sentosa telling me to come tomorrow for training at one

smlm apply, nari call

cepat pe ! hahaha

so straight away called seestar

mcm biase she sleeping

hahaha, kesian pe member !

Sentosa call, check check tgh tdo.

kwangkwangkwang !

kk recap

saturday went for interview at Hyatt

after that window shop

then went for Hari peh Deepavali Open House

slack at Queenstown Skate Park

reached home at 10plus

sunday went to tiong bahru with luke and seestar to get their shoe for work

satu satu kasut kekek sia

hahahaha

then ate burger ramli at void deck

had all our flashbacks of secondary life

reached home at 10plus

monday went Hyatt to work

lazy to ellaborate

anything you guys try working there

after that went vivo to search for work

and as you can see at the first section of my blog.

sentosa called us blahblahblah.

HELLO SENTOSA !

2009-10-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

got a call from adeq, she's still inside. come on faiz, she's gonna be fine. 8 more months and you can finally see her. i miss you adeq.
(L)

2009-10-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

For those who dont quite believe me being botak

I AM !

HAHAHAHA !

2009-10-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Shilah!

if i remembered right?

you're finally 18

all the best in life yeah?
:D

2009-10-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday !

met Hari at Somerset

chitchat awhile while waiting for Danyel & Yingpin

so they arrived

head for OG to get Danyel's new shoe

cheyyy ! kasut lawa uh orang tu !

too bad one size bigger sia

hahahaha !

so after that ate at LJS

joke around

then this stupid Hari go mix

Clam Chowder + Chili + Coke + Crumbs ? + Cheese

& Tissue !

fucked up right ?

the CB face can even lick it

FUCK YOU MAN !

hahaha

after that went Lan Gaming

like usual

played with some dudes over there

we lose

hahahaha

but we had fun losing

hahahha

finished

i cabbed home, they cabbed home

reached home at 12plus

no one bother talking to me

bad-ass child !

hahahaha

couldnt sleep, listen to the radio like usual

slept around 9 i think ?

yeah so that's about it yeah.

peace kids.

2009-10-05T02:04:00.000+08:00

2nd October!

Lily & Danny peh Birthday !
Happy Birthday Party People.

3rd October !

My House had an open house

my Dad's friend came

along with my Relatives

soon after, Shahrul & Juu with their friends came

didnt entertain much

malu sedikit ye people !

hahaha

followed them to go Shahrul's house for awhile

wahduii ! kene kacau dgn Mama & si Fifi Boncet tu

musiblack btol, mentang mentang aku botak !

hahaha

dapat jgk duit raya dari Mama !

kwangkwangkwang :D

they carried on jalan raya, i went back home

eat, eat, eat

slept at 7am like always.

4th October ! BESTFRIEND PEH BIRTHDAY !

I FREAKING MISS YOU PLUS LOVE YOU !

meet up soon yeah ?

mcdonalds like usual (:

well yeah, woke up at 3pm

Khair & Syafiq using Laptop

Dzaki still sleeping like always

so by 5.30pm we got ready to proceed to aunt's house

her birthday celebration

met up with Mum & Dad at Jurong Point

then went to the house

salam salam then talk talk

hahaha

funny things happen here & there

too detailed to be elaborated

at night called Lily for some matters

now, blogging

cant sleep

hopefully like usual i get to sleep by 7am again

Dzaki infront of me watching some CSI shiatzcxzxc

z.bo out !

2009-10-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

spent my day watching Korean Movies

1) Righteous Ties

2) Bar Legend

3) The Accidental Gangster & The Mistaken Courtesan

Righteous Ties, was DAMN FUNNY

although it's an action packed movie

still, comedy goes well with fight scenes

Bar Legend, wahh loved it!

Mc Mong acted in this Movie

he was the loud mouth gangster who basically

you know, firestart the whole process of the brawl

still, FUNNY too

The Accidental Gangster & The Mistaken Courtesan,

THE BEST!! I CAN'T DESCRIBE IT!

A MUST WATCH MOVIE!

LOVE THE GRAPHICS THE FIGHT SCENE!

AND ALSO, FUNNY TOO

Movie Maniac :D

2009-09-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday out with Danyel & Yingpin, Martin & Hari

went to ION to wait for THIS YINGPIN UH !

but then THIS YINGPIN UH left me no choice but to make a house kat ION

RABAK UH LU KAK ! HAHAHAHAHA !

but then Hari to the rescue, called me up saying he was near Taka Garden

fcuk you taka garden, i walk up and down

tak nmpk any fatty pon

HAHAHAHAHAHA !

end up he beside Taka Garden

so we chitchat while waiting for THIS YINGPIN UH, Danyel

at last they came

as usual with their reputation of being late

amin !

went to Far East to wait for Martin

proceed to makan

wanton noodle, at last dapat makan

after that was planning to go play pool but forgotten the place close down

so proceed with plan B

play lan, apelagi kan YINGPIN !!

HAHAHAHAHAHA !

Hari & Martin kept losing on L4D

but cant blame them uh

handicap by one person

but it was really in our brain

HAHAHAHAHAHA !

but bile part CS then Martin kept winning for his team uh

shit uh, main CS, dah lame tak main CS

expect me to play CS

HAHAHAHAHA !

cab back home with Martin

he dropped me off near my Blk

thanks dude !

back home, things happen

couldn't sleep due to some reasons

and the lightning really did scare me

ended up sleeping around 7am

joy in the day

tears by night

>____<

2009-09-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened today

woke up at 12

mum told me that i needed to go to the Police Station

so i did

went there just to sign some papers to close my case

done deal

after 7months, finally got my freedom

& i hope it rains

it's been bloody hot these few weeks

yesterday;

went raya with family & relatives first before heading out to town to meet up with danyel & yingpin

walked around town

wanted to eat babi but didnt

met up with hari afterwards

got to meet with his band

cool kids i must say even tho i didnt really talk to them

plus, sitidanial, getting smaller from the looks of it

they went jamming

we went lan gaming

slacked after that

overall, i miss them :D

2009-09-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

being botak makes me think about hair!

so anyway, today kinda sucked.

firstly, i didnt have enough sleep

secondly, i didnt eat breakfast

thirdly, it feels like everyone in singapore were irritating

.___.

went to Darul Aqram for class agama

after that went to bukit batok for some jemputan whom we dont know

ended up not going but instead went off to CCK

relative house.

makan / minum / nap

so overall, im seriously in no mood to do anything

back in 2008

i would usual be smoking & drinking

ton ton ton and stuffs

but, it's 2009

& i wanna thank Shee for being my Baby!

im here for you . you're there for me

(L)

& Nadd, good luck for O's

im gonna wait for you to go out with me!

i dont care, i'll drag you out XD

2009-09-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

first of all, happy bday nadheera ! (L)

sorry for the late wish. forgotten blog password.

hahaha.

hari raya coming !

cant wait to eat all the food at every house !

here comes the feast babeh .

first time in my life i puase.

sumpah im proud of myself.

but im still dissapointed.

the past years when i wasnt fasting.

i'll always go to the mosque without fail.

tapi ! bile puase, tak pegi pulak ?

ape yg aku buat ni -.- ?

hahahah

"walaupun hidup seribu tahun, kalau tak sembahyang apa gunanya"

ish ish ish !

ohh ! lily is missed !

hahaha !

hmmm.

oh, personnal life ?

lately i've been sleeping all day long.

sorry danyel for not going out with you.

seriously no cash.

after/during raye kite akan kluar.

i always make it up to you bro (:

and friends & bestf that i miss,

MSG ME LAH ! I MISS YOU ALL !

wahh mangkuk siku beruk doh .

kw3 . go figure .

2009-09-09T16:42:00.000+08:00

i signed in to my imeem !

god, who knows after so many months.

haha

felt weird listening to old songs

yet it had this fresh new feeling in it (:

2009-09-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

im seriously loving this song .

this week is my so called WINDOW SHOPPING week.

searching for nice yet cheap stuffs to buy

of course lah, things that i need

like BLUE shirts ! i seriously got no blue

watheheck !

so for the past few days

disturbing a special someone :X

hahaha

i've been fasting !

yes yes sir

me ! fasting ! ouch !

hahaha, met up with shahrul ystrdy night

went around marina browsing the stuffs there

cool yet style

hahaha

otw home we saw an advertisement

"be fast or be food"

shahrul ; kau fast ?

me ; yeahyeah, kau fast ?

shahrul ; yeah, i fast.

me ; me too.

shahrul & me ; abey sape food ?

*tgk kat orang depan*

-.-

it goes something like that

hahaha, lame but that's how we are to begin with (:

today basically slept my way till buke puase

wahh, my body is seriously stiff

it's been ages since i even ran around the field or so

after puase blh lah xp

went to street soccer court like usual

played abit of soccer

since all the abang abang da pegi NS

ade kite yg budak budak otw jadi abang abang

hahaha siak je faiz

that's all i think ?

jyeah !

Nadd ! the next post will be about you, dont worry

2009-09-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

to Fieqah Bestf .

i know my mistake blew you away

but i treat it as a joke like i always everyday

never did i knew you would come to say

"I hate Bestfriend , you suck"

i know i suck but it's too much for me to absorb

this short of a time

im really spending my time trying get myself by

without who ? without you, that's who

i love you bestie , you know i do

i know that you were hurt by it

but you know it in your heart i would never mean it

i treat you right

i'll even be yours if you like

you know all this

but you pretend to not get it

yes, you know me

better than i know me

you know who i am deep down in me

and i know you would believe it

you would come to me if you had those probs

but now i'm just looking at your pictures trying to solve it

waiting for a simple hey there or hello

but i guess my mistake was to much for you to handle

im sorry you know i am

you know i cant live without a bestie by me

i know it's hard to forgive but i did it

why cant you ?

i know it aint that simple for you

im trying my best to not ungkit mase lalu

the times you went away for those two faced guys

and i was trying my hardest

to get you on track

away from liars

but i guess i was the liar

promising you never leave you

but ended up being the two faced liar

i didnt wanna put you in that spot

i never did leave you

i wanted to built a foundation

for me to love better

for me to live better

in life i thought i was being good

but looking back on it i was being a jerk

going berserk onto people for little problems

winning my rights yet losing my friends

my bestfriend to be fact

yeah, i regret

but it's only right, for me to get you back

you know im sorry

you know im not worthy of your enemy

i love you bestie truly i do

you know it, just like how you love me too ):

please ?

i apologise ?

2009-08-31T21:46:00.000+08:00

Aisey Bedah You Say Petom !

(trademark line)

Money Money Bling Bling .

haha, im updating siol

increase the peace & seduce the beast

so spend my saturday gg to darul aqram

class agama ^^

after that walked around geylang bfore gg to the mrt

meet up with lukman and fairus

proceed to Xtreme Skatepark

BUKE PUASE !

then waited for danyel , yingpin & sam with dinnie

skate skate skate sampai pantat sakit -.-

then proceed to queenstown skatepark and slack there all the way till 6am

chau our way home.

sunday ! met up with lukman , danyel with yingpin

buke at Qiji

proceeded to Baybeats

boring maximum pleasure siol

kene screen dgn SSB

hahaha ! Laugh Out Loud !

muke sume sot, procced to SMU

slack slack then i chau home, later kene marah lah kan -.-

hahahaha

cant wait till 18 huh guys ? i know.

I MISS ALOT OF HUMANS ! FCUK SERIOUS !

2009-08-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

I'll never allow you to delete this blog.
I/WE PUT IN HARD WORK ON THIS BLOG,
You mofo.

Xx.

2009-08-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

im a fool to neglect everyone

woke up received a msg that Amirkpal passed away.

made me realise how short life was/is.

R.I.P

dear friend .

2009-08-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

blogger giving probs -.-

I MISS YINGPIN ! OH KAKAK YANA AKU !

temporary post .

2009-07-30T14:36:00.000+08:00

FOR LIYANA ! XD

so lately i've been rotting at home
other than that i'll be slackin at my void deck.

blogger has been giving probs
lucky im a laidback dude -.-

back to life !
gonna change change change.
for what ? idk ?
bored i guess ?
im gonna..

1) be a better son
2) stop smoking and drinking for good
3) treat everyone equally
4) learn how to save and spend money wisely
5) touch up on my art skills
6) get myself a date
7) spend more time with family ^^

that's all i can think of ?
you guys wanna see some changes in me
just tag me and i'll consider :x

plans for tmr
gonna go back GESS
meet up with the kids from school
guess what !?
im gonna be riding bus 51
to go to school and taking it back to Jurong Inter.
walau, nvm for the sake of saving money

hahaha
okay fucking weird sia typing without typing 'hahaha'
*Faiz ! originality ah skit !*
hahahaha.

i admire
Oli Syke / Alex Gaskarth / Kyle Loza
for their HOTHOTHAIR !

fuck sweet ^^

2009-07-12T14:36:00.000+08:00

Zye Chop !

Bestfriend !

Dont Ask Whye ?

Lukman O.P !

went out with Lukman & Fieqah .
wanted to go the Marina Barrage but went City Hall to meet up with some dudes.
Zhao Liang, Hari, Marlyna, Wan Black's cousin and Girl (i dont know your names, sorry !)
so we split from there since Lukman felt uneasy with the youngster's there.
went to Marina Barrage to see the fireworks.
after that we went to eat at Mac and meet up with Danial & Amirul.
Trained home with Lukman.

im home, im happy but sad.
happy due to all the support friends have been giving me.
i do apologise if i have ever took you guys for granted.
sad due to..
im still not over it.
i dont know if you're reading this.
it shouldnt be that important to you.
i dont even know what happening in your life.
should i be bothering you ?
nevermind.
questions without answers.
i guess i'll never know what went wrong.
you just cant be replace.

Zye . C

2009-07-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

pictures of airport & east coast park !
enjoy dumplings !

Zye . C

2009-07-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

Spent my monday with Danial, Lukman & Myraa
love you guys and babe !
thanks for the fantabulous day.
went out early since Lukman was lonely at Mac.
followed up by Danial then Myraa.
Slack & Joke for awhile bfore gg to our destination.
train to O*
and usual stuffs
*jom ah plan ah plan. mcm ne nak pegi ni ?*
hahahaha
lucky for us we had a tour guide on deck
say hello to Danial !
gaji $1 per tour
reached our destination
rest at the near by reception centre
KENE HALAU ! HAHAHAHAHA !
since it was Lukman's and Myra's first time seeing each other
apa lagi, Lukman started his merepek with the Newcomer
all the way we had none-stop laughter by "Tour Guide" Danial
everlasting punching by "WalauWey" Myraa
Irritating Lameness by "Optimus Prime" Lukman & "Crap Pot" Faiz
i kept talking to the animals & reptiles
hahaha
dont ask why
they just seem friendly
like, Bedah / Salomah / Fatimah /Siti / Kitti
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
eh ! dont call me crazy yet.
they even respond to me !
fuck yeah peh woohooo !
chill at the Pondok by the Pond
had a Sing-A-Long Session with Lukman
i made funny faces with my american baby
Danial fed the fishy
Myraa kept being silent
hahahahaha
we have our personnality !
so yeah.
walked around again
went to a place where dinosaurs played dominos
hahahahah
after that we went to O* to have an early dinner
then it was off to home sweet home babehh !

but i just wanna say that.
i never thought i would be out with them
im glad i did (:
and to top it off.
Me, Danial & Lukman got the name "Budak-Budak Lame"
Myraa gave us the word of the day "WalauWey"

thanks G's
next saturday ! plan ah plan !

(pictures at Lukman's Handphone ! HAHAHAHA)
*sorry if i left any good parts out . tired and not that good at the memory game*

Zye . C

2009-07-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

AFTER MONTHS OF LONELYNESS !
FRIENDS BROUGHT ME SOMEWHERE I BELONG ^^

go figure lah Ass-Washers.

2009-06-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

An Ear for Ear

you set me up for another trap girl
we're gonna launch an attack in this
heart to heartbeat track
not gonna have another relapse now
it feels much better to not have another
when i got you you got me
hanging on the wall
waiting for the moment to fall
your eyes were glowing
your hands were touching
your love kept loving
your lips kept kissing
i know you know i love you
yeah you know i know you love me
baby .

random shitzxczxccz !
credits to Nadheera on the song ^^
yknow i know. hahaha !

Zye .C

2009-06-26T14:27:00.000+08:00

im a fucking moron
trying to give them girls high hopes to stand on
living in the past life wasnt as hard as it seem
as today i see a different me i never dream of
gone to lock up , life went all messed up
i love this girl who loved another
but i never once told her i was force to fuck her

fuck her ? ouch -.-
credits to usmah on the first verse ^^ ty .
HAHAHAHAHAHA !
off to watch simpsons !

Zye .C

2009-06-25T14:27:00.000+08:00

im kinda blank right now
but it doesnt really matter yknow
i rather be lonely than angry
be doing yoga than to fuck you
i got this unique thing
it's called money money bling bling
take some money leave some penny
make sure the poor be happy
cant afford a rich life
but be sure to live life
to the fullest till you drop dead
gorgeous on the floor
looking up on these bright lights
thinking am i still alive ?
what the heck
you trip
time for me to leave
on my next trip
take a leap
have a faith or two
just so yknow
i love you too

credits to Liyana on the first line of verse.
out of boredom right Liyana ^^

Zye . C

2009-06-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

MARLYNA MAKES ME SHOUT ;
MEPEK BODOH !
random . NO !
crazy . DEFINITELY !

Zye . C

2009-06-19T14:25:00.000+08:00

they say ;
"amek ah kau kalau die nak kau sngt !"
as if im a toyboy ?
whatever
peace no war
-.-

Zye . C

2009-06-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

My Art

Raeborn's Art

damn shit sia.
no matter how jealous i am of my brother.
i love him for being himself ?
hahaha
well he's currently at France
cool huh ? i guess.
but i miss him.
like serious missing.
no one to bully the family.
no one to talk big to.
no one like Dzaki in the house.
Sucks to not have the whole family in the house.
hope you are having fun there Abang !
love you and miss you.
i know i dont pray.
but do come back here safely

(ignore my candid face . and yes he's short -.-)

I MISS THE FCUK OUT OF YOU ! ):

Zye . C

2009-06-18T14:24:00.000+08:00

(sharing jokes)

today's plan was ruined due to my nights of not sleeping -.-
sorry Nana ! next i sleep lah kay.
confirm i wake up 5.30 ! hahaha ^^
but thanks to mum i got to go out.
went west mall to meet up with my uncle / auntie / cousins
had lots of fun mannnn !
i kept entertaining them
(mcm biase lah . aku kan klakar pade dorg)
hahaha
so we went pass the small pasar malam there
while waiting for the "parents" to beli makanan
i stood infront of the Burger Ramly stand and yknow lah.
ape lagi, pekik ah.
"Burger Ramly Burger Ramly ! Dua Lima Dua Lima !"
kiwakkk, sume tgk aku abey pegi beli lah siakkkk !
hahaha
ini baru true Singaporeans babe !
took bus back to Atok's place.
accompany him through the night awhile
joke joke took video of me being gay -.-
CH**BY*
paham paham lah mengamok aku kalau video dapat pass pass.
TAK SENONOH WOII !
nanti aku peh World War 3 keluar amcm korg ?
hahaha
kirim salam Singapore pegi balek Kampong.
yelah dari english datang melayu.
cool tak ?
next time aku write chinese and tamil sekali ah.
amcm Geng ? orite pahhhh ?
hahahaha
settle !

currently playing psp games everyday ^^
SBK & RockBand Unplugged.

Zye . C

2009-06-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

Recap ;

Yingpin's birthday !
best birthday so far. thanks for the invite. miss you guys !

East Coast w Family
best family day so far. thanks for showing patience towards me mum and dad !

Hanisha's birthday !
hmm, suprises and jokes were shared and made !

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friends kept giving me advices that she'll come back and realise her mistake.
i seriously dont think so, sorry friends.
i cant lie to her nor you guys.
but i can lie to myself.
idk what im doing now.
people would just "kenal kenal" with others to replace the unwanted.
but i just dont want anymore.
i down want people to fall for me.
i cant catch all you people.
who'll catch me if i fall ?
no one cares.
yall kids have school and other friends to tend to.
i dont mind seriously.
i dont blame her for leaving me.
i did told her to find a someone special.
i did told her that.. right ?
i cant take back my words.
it's not right.
i should be glad she's happy with that someone.
right ?
well, the past leave a mark more than the present itself.
i love her then . i love her still.
as a friend ? lets leave it as it is.

to answer your question ;
yes, you did make a great gf. be happy kid. better be.

Zye . C

2009-06-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

youtube singer / songwriter (s)
ROCKS MY PINK SOCKS OFF ME !

dont think i'll be bloging that much.
depends on the mood you see, yknow.
well, today going out and saturday till sunday i'll be at eastcoastpark.
anything, see yall there if you happen to be there.
cheers kids.
sorry Nadd for the vulgar. lost it for a second there.

Zye . C

2009-06-07T14:23:00.000+08:00

DELETED THE PREVIOUS POST !
-.-

my whereabouts on friday is at bestf. blog.
check it out if ya want to.

so today wake up superbly early to meet up with Nana for awhile.
hahaha, sorry yeah for being irritating.
you'll get used to it later on (:
thanks for the meet up.
atleast got something to hype me up for the day.
wahahaha
after that accompany her to go woodlands
then i trained back to jurong east
reached rumah nenek
salam everyone then off to Changi Airport to send her to Haji ):
lahhh, i miss my Nenek !
I LOVE YOU NENEK ! TAKECARE TAU !
AYIE ADE KAT SINI UNTUK JAGE SUME ORANG (((((:
ohya, saw Bull at there.
"eh boy, gi ane ? haji eh ?"
haha, siak ah lu Bull !
wehehehehe.
siao sak aku nari. dont ask why ah !

Zye . C

2009-06-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

it's 2.46am
currently watching simpsons.
hahahaha.
still my favourite show to watch everyday (:

life just seems so miserable for me.
for everyone i guess
it's like one day we're like this
another day we're like that
you get what i mean.
we face problems everyday
no matter what the outcome
friends / family / bf gf
even if we talked it out
walked it out
or even shout / vent it all out
it's never enough
we always have the devil in us
wanting to win the convo.
and once we already won it
it'll seriously make no sense
i got myself thinking
" bloody hell, why the heck did i even say those things ? "
maybe they were right
i do have problems with myself
maybe they were wrong
maybe they have a problem with me
whatever it is
i still respect them as my friends
always
no matter how much they have hurt me
or how they treat me
i had good times with them
and i miss them, sincerely

sorry Nadd & Shilah for my ego.

Zye . C

2009-06-02T14:22:00.000+08:00

i tried.
thanks.
hmm cool it Zye.

Zye . C

2009-06-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

went out with Shahrul to Bugis / Penin / Town

Zye . C

2009-05-31T14:21:00.000+08:00

" GAGA MA LOVAH "

im going gaga for my lady, miss gaga
marrying her, an impossible task in life
but i'll be loving that style, she got it all wild
one day or be it never, i'll make ya all mine !

p.s ; thanks Nadheera SuperBuddy ! (L)

Zye . C